I am Hayley, a senior year cartooning major at SVA, and I have a serious Zayn Malik problem.
#GET A LITTLE CLOSER ZAYN GOD #CRAWL INTO HIS SPACE A LITTLE MORE #REST YOUR FOREHEAD AGAINST HIS TEMPLE LET YOUR BREATH GHOST OVER HIS NECK #PRESS YOUR LIPS TO HIS CHEEK AND MUMBLE ”I LOVE YOU” IDT YOU’RE BEING CLEAR ENOUGH ABT YOUR FEELINGS #FUCK #ZIAM
So I was kind of inspired by these gifs and by leavemealoneniall’s tags (who I am reblogging this from) up there, and wrote a quick, probably awful fic.
Liam’s always had trouble truly wrapping his head around the way Zayn looks at him. He’s not insecure about being with Zayn. He doesn’t feel ugly or boring or mean, like he doesn’t deserve him. It’s just Zayn- beautiful, smart, creative, thoughtful Zayn- he looks at Liam like he could never want look away, like everything he needs is in the way Liam moves his lips as he speaks, the strength of his jaw and the earthy brown of his eyes. What Liam can’t get over is that the way Zayn looks at him is exactly how he feels about Zayn, and that such a perfectly indescribable feeling is mutual is too much for Liam to think about.
So he just pays attention to the flecks of gold in Zayn’s wide eyes and the flutter of long, thick eyelashes against delicate cheekbones, afraid to think too hard about something that his limited vocabulary could only cheapen. Zayn notices him glancing back and gives him a small smile before leaning his forehead against Liam’s temple and brushing his lips against Liam’s cheek.
“It’s almost too much sometimes, you know?” Zayn speaks in a voice barely above a whispers, a breathy chuckle following it. Liam lets out a matching snort of laughter and smiles in amazement at his lap, before turning his face more into Zayn’s.
“I think I know what you mean.”
(Source: likes-boys, via leavemealoneniall)
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Even full AUs would be amazing. I want jock Troy secretly becoming friends with and then ~falling in love~ with weirdo outcast Abed, the cliche high school AU SO BAD. Like putting Abed in a locker and then feeling bad and ALL THE CLICHE.Oh my god yes. Blatant sappy (but self-aware) cliche is a weakness of mine.
TBH this cliche is actually one of the reasons I ship Trobed. Jock/Nerd is such a thing for me, and the lack of fic focusing on season one Trobed, who have that dynamic, makes me sad :( I love high school AUs though, negl. I love that 1D fandom has so many, though it makes sense that that fandom would and Community wouldn’t, seeing as it already takes place in a school, and 1D are actually teenagers (okay yes Louis is twenty now but when 1D started he was eighteen so it still counts alright) and most of Community’s characters aren’t (though tbh I only really need Troy, Abed, and Annie for that high school AU. Maybe one where it’s Troy and Annie’s canon high school experience, only Abed goes to school with them too, and Troy and Abed eventually fall in love but keep it secret and Abed is the only friend Annie has after her ridiculous freak out because he’s the only person as weird as her and yes I want this SO BAD)
Also I just realized that every time I imagine or doodle high school AU Ziam, Liam’s a jock and Zayn’s an art kid/nerd, and they actually are kind of like Trobed (because Liam is sooooooooo Troy and Zayn is kind of like Abed? But seriously, Liam is soooooooo Troy it’s not even funny), so I think my shipping of Trobed is affecting my shipping of Ziam. IDEK.
But okay so like Troy is all cute and dumb but a really good friend who cares deeply and tries his best but doesn’t always understand everything but he understands people and that’s Liam too. Like, Troy’s speech to Annie in Mixology Certification and, though I hate this episode, his insights into Britta in Vampire Mythology and his general ability to get Abed when no one else does? Compare that to what Liam wrote about all of the boys in the Take Me Home album notes (is that is the regular edition?) and all of his insights into the boys that he has in interviews (especially the ones about Zayn BE STILL MY HEART), and it’s obvious that Liam is pretty much IRL Troy, personality wise.
(Also totally random but Donald rapped on Leona Lewis’ latest single and, well, all of the weird Liam/Leona stuff, and that all happened at the same time, so that’s kind of lulz to me when looking at what I just wrote)
And Zayn can be sort of Abed? I mean, at first I was just like, well, they are the other half of the pairing, and they are both my favorites, and they are both Muslim, and they are both too gorgeous to be real? But then I remembered how Zayn said he took awhile to warm up to people, how he can be quiet and a bit distant around people he doesn’t know, but when he’s with the boys or his friends and (I assume, obv we don’t know much about this relationship on purpose) Perrie, he’s a lot more open and goofy. Like how he barely speaks in interviews, and spends most of them just crawling all over the other boys? Yeah, that distinct and extreme split between how he interacts with strangers and how he interacts with friends is like a less severe version of how Abed acts. And they are both huge nerds with a tendency for open plaid shirts over tees, so, you know. I guess there can be some similarities, just kind of surface levels once. They are both shy and weird, but not for the same reasons and not to the same degrees.
And then Liam was TDK!Batman for Halloween and that totally through this off because now I want to make bad macros with Bat-Abed’s quotes over pictures of Liam from Halloween. Are there any of him with Andy? Because I want to make one with that picture that says, “I know I’m not Batman. You could try being less of a jerk,” because lbr trufax.
OKAY I NEED TO GO TO BED NOW. THIS DAY HAS BEEN FUCKING WEIRD AND NOW I HAVE WRITTEN ALL OF THIS. UGH TOO MANY FEELS TUESDAY CAN BE OVER NOW PLZ. I AM SORRY TO MARIN AS AT LEAST HALF OF THIS REALLY HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOUR ORIGINAL POST AND YOU ARE A REALLY COOL PERSON. SO I AM SORRY.
Newly-established Trobed and hopefully adorable.
This is too cute omg :8
The Mis-Education of Harry Styles
http://junkshop-disco.livejournal.com/45151.html
Summary: Nick makes Harry a mix tape, falls in love with him, and has a nervous breakdown (not necessarily in that order).
My note: If you haven’t read this epic fic yet you have been missing out!
It’s 31,000 words in 5 parts and when it ends you want it to go on forever!
This fic kind of ate my life this weekend, and Stymshaw is just eating my life right now in general. UGH SO GOOD. HARRY AND GRIMMY, Y U SUCH BOYFRIENDS.
oh no au where these two work in a record store and zayn wants to categorize everything by ‘vibe’ rather than genre and he hogs the intercom and sings along to frank ocean and old school usher and liam is basically a babysitter because zayn is singlehandedly running this store into the ground because when customers come in and ask for the latest taylor swift album he just shakes his head and leads them to the slowjam r&b section and liam says things like ‘there’s a saying zayn and that saying is the customer is always right’ and zayn’s like ‘no shhh here let me sing you some drake though’ and liam just lets zayn do what he wants because if he doesn’t then zayn won’t sing into his neck and liam can’t handle that
(Source: marvelousharry, via directionally)
1.) Give me a pairing.
2.) Give me an AU setting.
3.) I will write you a three-sentence fic.
(Source: indevan, via allydiamoved)
Course provides advanced instruction in avoidance of the phenomenon commonly known as “jumping the shark.” Prerequisites for this course include Introduction to Friendship, Contemporary Best Friendship, The Politics of Emotional Baggage and Cohabitation 207. Students may wish to simultaneously enroll in our sister course, Introduction to Non-Traditional Romance, but said enrollment is optional.
This fic is one-hundred forty-four pages on Word and it took me three hours to read it but it was worth it because it is seriously awesome, though other people might want to break it into chunks, IDK.
I’M JUST SO HAPPY TO SEE A REALLY LONG TROY/ABED FIC YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND ;_________;
every ship needs a coffeeshop au okay no exceptions
I will admit that I totally have a Community coffeeshop AU that I write in my head, with Troy x Abed as the main pairing and a few side ones as well, and I am thisclose to just drawing it and maybe doing a short fic to match.
I JUST LOVE COFFESHOP AUS OKAY ;________;
(via loganehcolls)
when you think about it fanfiction is actually amazing
there are thousands of brilliantly written novel-length stories kids wrote from their own brains about characters and shows/books/movies they love all twined into the internet and other kids read these 50k+ stories in their own time and invest themselves in it
nobody’s being paid to write it and nobody’s being told to read it, people do it because they legitimately enjoy it
that is just kind of amazing
Fanart as well is pretty amazing, and fanvids. People create drawings and edit music videos just to express their love for something, and that’s why fandom is so amazing.
(via aimmyarrowshigh)
AKA that Trobed smut fic I’ve been going on about for ages now, finally complete. I have no idea why it’s almost 5,000 words.
This is the fluffy, romantic Trobed smut of my dreams :8 I’m tired so I can’t make a great comment, but this is seriously awesome and adorable and in-character and sexy and everyone should read it!
